Gain a pain, and walk in the Rain

I always heard, when
they say we love to walk in rain.

I asked myself, why they say so,
but all my efforts were in vain.

today when I lost someone ,
when I am in so much pain.

understood, that was not a tale,
or a cakewalk,to walk in the rain .

today I am understanding, what the life
when its all seems lost, nothing is a gain.

still its alright, illusion is gone,
I am a human, not stone, found by pain.

Love you still, its a just truthfulness,
I am just a lover, not an insane.

when I know you belong to someone else,
why heart, reminds about you again and again.